Me and some buds went to pick up some acid. we had never done it before.. we had done shrooms, but wanted to experiance acid.
we did research on it for dosing, and other instructions.. after the days activities we both dropped two hits at my buddies house. that was around 5:00 by 6:30 i was definatley feeling different.. i remember constantly not being able to get comfortable. my back hurt. i layed and watched tv, watched the rain, but enjoyed little while waiting for it to really kick in. we smoked a few blunts in order to stay chill and wait for it to kick in.. i remember sitting in my buddies room looking at the books on the book shelf.. all the colors were spinning, and really vivid. i remember constantly thinking about how i was officiallly a druggie.. and repeating to myself that happiness is what life is all about. I decided to leave my buddies room at this point i felt like i was going to die soon. I stumbled about the house and found a mirror.. what i saw freaked me out, i was pale, dead looking. i kept thinking of jenny from forrest gump. I looked away soon not to return. i walked outside. it was raining.. i walked down the street and all i saw was grey and bright green from the grass.. it was simialar to a facebook picture with the all grey with whatever contrasting vivid color. i walked back and forth, almost went into the wrong house, and sat and stared in teh rain in front of my buddies house. I needed space from everyone. i was freaking out and narrowly escaping death. i found my phone turned it back on, and called my ex girlfriend freaking out, and wanting her to comfort me. this is the only time that i heard voices that were not there. they said "go back to your country" inbtween her talking. i dropped the phone. every picture on the wall of teh room had the same picture of clouds, and trees. it was clearly heaven. and im not chrisitan. i walked back to the back yard and when i got there, another buddy was walking up from the back of the house. i saw him from inside the house, and just stood looking at him from the inside of the window.. when i realized it was him, i was a little bit there. but still tripping really hard. i sat down, and began to speak gibberish to him. telling him the meaning of life, death, and how close to nothing our lives are.
(he later told me after seeing me trip like that, he had to experiance it.) I watched the rain hit the pool, and blue bubbles bounce everywhere. I was a part of science, i could see every molecule, every atom, ever scientific picture i had ever seen was circuling around my head. He watched me in the most intense part of my trip, listened to me, encouraged me to find who i was, because i told him that i didnt know. i had gotten very scared, followed by extreme happiness and euphroria. i listened to some jazz. the music seemed to be the thing that pulled me in and out of trips. when i began to see reality again i was feeling extremely awesome. we kept smoking blunts. i was still stressing the importances of friends, love, and hapiness. Eventually i was done tripping and i went back home. this was around 2:00 in the morning. Parts of my trip were very intense and hard to handle, but i dont think it was a bad trip. i felt wiser, stronger, more in touch with myself and reality. over all i give this experaince a 10 out of 10. very fun very awakening, very spititual. before i dropped i said i wanted to walk away with something, i wanted to realize something spitritual and sure enough a spiritual trip is what i got. you can influence your trips, you just have to remember you are on a drgug, and it will run its course. you make it what it is.
