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I'll be tripping soon with my boyfriend and many friends of us, and i'm very excited. We chose the perfect environment, an almost desert beach where we'll stay for a few days. You got it, it's pretty cool! but I'm a little bit anxious, although I know I shouldn't be. First of all, I have a tendency to easily get into negative thoughts in my everyday life, although i'm a very cheerful and dreamy person. I feel I have stuff to discuss with myself, and I am mainly taking LSD for this reason. I want to go deep into myself, and retreive that transcendal connection LSD users usually talk about. I said retrieve because I already experienced it for a period of time when I felt much more at peace than I am feeling now. Well I get to the point: I am afraid of what I am going to discover, and I am afraid my ego (with which I have problems) causes me some problems. That's my first apprehension. My second is that there probably would be with us during the trip, someone who used to be a very very good friend of mine and who caused me harm. She was my best-friend and hurt me and never appologized or even showed that she cared. When she's around I feel awckward sometimes, except if i'm a little bit tipsy or drunk. But in general, her presence is very disagreable to me. I feel agressed by her presence. I know this is none of your business and this is something I have to fix on my own. But I'll be tripping on acid with that person, and I heard many people saying that for a trip, especially a first trip, one shouldn't be tripping with some they don't like, or with whom they have issues or problems going on because it might cause a bad trip.
and I think, all these worries I am expressing reflect my tendency to negative thoughts in general, since I am worrying about all this instead of living my life until the day we'll be tripping comes.
just tell me what you think about this?

I think it could turn out bad or good.

the main thing is that you are not feeling negative thoughts yourself

if you are angry or not happy it will only intensify this

but if you feel this could be cured between you and the girl with an appology then I also believe this may happen . you could make piece while you are tripping I would hope this is what happens for you.

but it is a bit risky with all the negative factors you have mentioned

it seems your goal is to release the bad so if you work at it this may happen for you too

so it's hard to say how it will come out

I hope my babling made any sense at all

Well yes it makes sense. It all depends on me and on my ability to gently get rid of my negative thoughts and release the harm inside to feel some peace towards this person, and towards myself too in general thanks for the reply